Saturday, February 20, 2010

6 weeks 2 days

20.02.10

Today i did my 1st Ultrasound scan to make sure the date of my little star.
It is amazing when i saw this tiny little embryo with the heartbeat.

they checked the heartbeat speed and it was normal, everything seems to be ok, she said.
my little star today is about 6 weeks and 2days....and the due date will be on 14.10.10 and im thinking to make it a lil bit faster  coz i want to deliver on the 10.10.10 :D (hopefuly it is possible, well everythin is possible with God :)

when i saw my tiny lil star, the more i can see How Great Is Our God! the wayyy He creates the universe, human, etc.

Me & hubby prayed together and Give thx to de Lord for Our little star :)

I pray & confess a positive/God's words upon my lil love.
I sing sing and sing to the Lord so that my lil star can sing with me, and know who is Jesus.

The earliestt he/she knows Jesus and hear the word of God, the better he/she gonna be.

Thank You Lord... :)

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

its 4.15am and i just woke up becoz of my dizzyness...michael also woke up to make me hot tea..

well...last friday the doctor called me and asked me to do another blood test, coz my first blood test result indicate that my HCG level is still low. it was only 51% (maybe bcoz im a bit early to do the test)

so i did the 2nd blood test again on friday.

Monday, i called the doctor asking about my 2nd blood test result, and the doctor said: "Hi irene, your blood test result is very good. your baby is healthy. but i am still unsure about the date".(we dont know yet how old is my baby, coz i also forgot when is the last time i got my period) so i suggest you to do some ultrasound in the next two weeks, so we can find out the exact due date for the baby and you can come to the clinic now to get the form).

 i was so happy to hear that my test result is very good. i give thanks to the Lord on the spot, and praise Him.

i pray everyday, everywhere for my lil love. i speak blessings upon him/her, i confess all the positive words. i read him/her a bible every mornin n every nite. i gave anointing oil to my lil love.
i just believe that God will make my lil love a blessings for parents, family & others.

Last Sunday on the 7th February 2010, it was the FIRST time my lil love received a holy communion through me. :)

Im happy. But im fully surrender to HIM.

this is my mindset: "my child, is not mine, they're belong to God. so im asking God to help me to take care of them" for whatever happened, i believe they are perfectly & wonderfully made & planned by God. and God's plan is always better than our human plan.

my job is to give the best than i can give, the rest is God's job :P

Thank You Lord. :)
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For my lil Love:
mommy so happy to carryin you all the time. even you are still a lil tiny embryo in my womb, but you are alive. now, i only eat healthy food just for you....i wanna see you grow health & strong. i love you....:)

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

5 weeks (3 Feb 10)

I just found out that im pregnant on the 1st of February (which is my birthday).
I got late period for only 2 days....usually i wouldnt did a test pack even thou im late for long time, coz my period is always late anyway...

but few days before my period even due, i started feel light cram in my stomach, it feels like i will get my period tomorrow....im waiting and waiting but my period didnt come.

On my birthday, 1st Feb 83. I thought "mhmm why dont i do a test pack? who knows im pregnant, if its negative than its ok, but it is positive, its good isnt it? knowing that you are pregnant on your birthday? its like "i got a Big gift from God"

so i did a test, first test, it was positif, but the linee is still very light. so i bought another test pack to confirmed again, i did a secont test, it was positive again but still blurry...mhmm "am i really pregnantt, is this for real??"

so the next morning i make an appointment with a doctor straight away. i got 11.45pm appointment.
the doctor did the same test...and he said "yupp you are pregnant! congratulation! the reason why the line is still light becoz it was only 2 days my period due, so the HCG level is still low, but im sure u are pregnant"

i said again to doctor: "are you sureee doctor??"
doctor: yuppp with no doubt.

i said: "mhmm ok....so how many weeks roughly is my baby?"
he figure it out and he said my baby is 5 weeks old today. (3/02/10) and due date around 6/10/10
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1st thing i did is praying n give thanks to God,
I just cant believe He prepared everything for me RITE ON TIME.
im overwhelmed by Him.

i started to eat healthy food n drinks milk now
and Michael ahhaha he start to read a bible for our baby.
we prayy everyday, evrytime, we give anointing oil to our baby as well, so that God will protect my 9 month pregancy.

i believe God will make my baby strong, health, beautiful, perfect.
Thank You so much Jesus....

i give my pregnancy, my baby into YOUR only Hands, Do whatever You wanna do with this baby. coz i believe Everything will be beautiful in Your hands :)
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For my Baby: you only 5 weeks now, but mommy n daddy will always try give you the best. we will pray for you everyday, everytime, and read you a biblee heheh we love  you....mwahhhhh be a good childd yaa! :D